Am l a bad gal? a person tat cant make a guy trust on me, l dun know........

l am quite sad, cos...he decided to give up me, cos...he scares he will get hurt by me, l juz feel sad, hurt tat...wat he dicided...

got quite a number of guy chase me recently.....

one, l really hope 2 choose him last time, but...after discovered him more and more, and feel tat l wan 2 choose him, bcome less and less...l really like him b4, but..he keep make me disappointed wif him, l gv him a lot of chances, but...he dint appreciate it, until..l dun know how 2 gv him chance again, and...make my heart die wif him, and l know...if l chosen him, l will be unhappy de...he will treat me not good as when he chased me.....actually..l dun care tat...he dun hv degree, l will face problem wif d acceptance of my parent and others...now, l juz tried 2 go away frm him, he tries 2 get bck d relationship...but...l thk, l will protect myself, wont b wif him....this is wat l decided, l dun know am l right or not...

second, is a guy tat chasing me quite sum time, in the middle, he had been give up, but..after tat, he find me again, he is far away frm me, l know...if l be wif him, l will lonely all d time, the time he can company is less, even l wan 2 sms him, l also cant find him, juz he can find me, cos...d place tat he worked, is no phone line de....when he wan 2 call me, he need 2 go 2 a place tat having line, juz can find me, mayb one month, juz can meet one time, and it is consider more..haiz...and l always need 2 take d bus 2 ipoh and find him...and this is d way tat l had been done normally b4, my second bf, l always take d bus 2 jb and find him, quite hard tat time, a far love....

last, this is a guy tat near frm me, same wif 1st one, d special thg is he is d guy tat my parent will accept de, no smoke, and got his own buz, but, l dun know him well, mayb..will treat me well de....and, l thk..l got feel wif him edi...haiz...but, he is d one juz now l said...he scares he will get hurt by me, try 2 get away frm me, when he told me this, l feel sad, my mood easily effected by him, how........who can help me, am l need 2 try 2 dun thk too much....juz b fren?? l dun know, am l really such a gal tat cant fall in love wif me, l juz need a stable love, l can gv him 100% of love, care him, make him feel happiness all d time, but..if he keep make me dissapointed, l will try 2 close my heart, far away frm him, seem like 1st one, l decided 2 go away frm him, and these happening seem like very fast, easily to love a guy, and easily to move away my heart frm a guy tat l thk is bad 4 me, and l a gal tat a guy cant trust on me?? l am confused....and, am l need 2 make any explanation wif this guy??

who can gv me suggestion??

Thx